Started the day with Hot Chocolate....

Luckily, it was only 2 points, but I am not hungry at all. I am a bit horse, so I am not feeling 100%, but well enough thankfully. I am thinking that since I am not too hungry, I am guessing I can pull off just some french fries. I will have to get a medium size (5 points) one and possibly a side salad (0 points). Shouldn't be too bad.

I did manage to make sure that we were not homeless on our anniversary. I just put the finishing touches on that part of the reservation, so we are good. Now, I just need to do all of the research that I can as I have never experienced it beforehand.

Last night was the last night of my Monday night class and I was sooo excited..... UNTIL this AM, My supervisor contacted me and said that there was an additional course available. UGH!!!!!! Dont get me wrong, I am sooo thankful to have my pt job! but come on... LOL. Anyway the thing that made it better was that I got to choose what days and times I wanted. Thanks Rebecca. So as a result, I choose Wednesdays at 7 & 9 PM. That will make it better and will get me to a point where I will only have to worry about one day a week and have time to do everything else. That in addition to my one class with VA, the stress level should be lowered.

That is all for now...  Until next time.

Week 4!!!!!

Wow. I made it to week 4. Now I have to really get serious these next couple weeks. Anniversary is coming and Anthony has come through even though I did not think he would. We have the babysitter. Check. The flight tickets. Check. The rental car received. Check. Now we just need 10/16 to come on. I am getting excited even though I feel a bit Neglectful cause my babies won't be there. I just have to keep telling myself that we need this time away and we deserve it. Did I say that we are Homeless with no where to stay when we get there. Just a formality. I guess I have a good hinny after all. Lol. Now to get in some exercise. I would like to be down at least 5lbs by. That time. Lol. We will see. Lol.

Almost the end of week 3 :0)

Well it's Friday and yes I am hungry. I did sneak and check my weight. Doing pretty good if I can say so myself. I am about .06 lbs away from the weight I was prior to having kids. I wasn't thin by no means but I had energy. I am excited which is why I am sitting here hungry trying to figure out what to eat that's doesn't have many points. Lol. I dud decide to get my feet done while I think about it. Let's see what the night holds. Update coming on. Sunday. Weigh in day. ;0)

Ok... Tuesday....

Today, and yesterday, I did well :o).

I was able to eat within my points and have some left over last night. I think that I am finally coming into the notion that my health is important. Today, so far so good. I am going to make an effort to actually cook tonight (something I have not done in years or months). I have the recipe for Cabbage Soup, which is 0 points. I know what you are saying, is that all?? Heck no... lol. I will also bake some pork chops as well. I have to have my protein LOL.

Its days l ike this that I think about those awesomely fattening, scrumptious Nachos that I had at Disneyland. Yum, Yum is all I can think of for that.

Its time to get healthy so when I take that vacation to Disney in June, I will be ready. I may even do a crazy excursion like swim with the dolphins or do some ziplining.  We will see.

Mondays.. Ahhh... Mondays!!

Today, I am feeling better and hopeful about this whole weight loss thing. I wasn't that hungry today and just knowing that I did gain some of it back, makes me more determined to do this. If nothing else, I will be a healthier me by the time I make my vacation in June. This will be our first vacation that will last an entire 8 days 7 nights all Disney related. Normally, we are known for taking smaller trips about 4 days at the most, because it allows us to take multiple vacations throughout the year.

Today, I was not as hungry and managed to eat and stay within my allotted points for lunch. It did not hurt that a friend went to lunch with me and ate some of what I had, putting me in the position of not eating it all LOL

I am still keeping hope alive that Anthony and I might go to ANYWHERE with just us. That sittercity.com is looking good right about now.

We will see.!!

A Pic of me.. I guess Before... I hate Taking Pictures

I am feeling better about my weigh-in

I went through the day trying to figure out where I went wrong this week. Turns out, simply, I ate too much at some point LOL :o).

I think that I may have a cure for myself. Perhaps, if the Lord sees fit, maybe Anthony and I can go on a quick Disney Cruise vacation in November (just us). If something like this could come to pass, that would give me a greater incentive to lose the weight. I wont be thin or anything but perhaps healthier. I think that I have it figured out (of course I think of solutions whether or not we go any where). The kids can stay with my mom that Thursday and Friday, then they could move and stay with Squirt until Sunday. It would only require us to be off Thursday and Friday and back at work on Monday. I long to spend time with just him but I struggle with my feelings of guilt leaving the kids. At the same time the price I found was awesome and I have never seen three digits for cost on anything Disney. Besides, it will be our last cruise on the Wonder before she moves on.

Oh well, just a thought, but maybe if I get in a motivator for myself, it might help, even if we go no where. Of course we will always be able to look forward to our Family vacation in June!!!! Yay!! Disney Dream here we come.